I've been avoiding the scale lately because I know I've been bad and I can definitely feel that I have gained weight. I didn't know I had gained THIS much weight. I am officially 20 pounds heavier than my very lowest weight (that was after a crazy "cleanse" but still...) 20 POUNDS!
I am so disappointed in myself I can not even tell you.
It seems so much more daunting this time around, so much harder, but I'm going to QUIT using that as an excuse, get my shit together, and do what I need to do to get myself back where I want to be.
This WILL be my new mantra. I WILL turn this into a success story. I WILL be proud of myself, not disappointed.
Off to finish my oatmeal then get my butt kicked at the gym...
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