7 weeks 3 days to go

Just decided at 8 weeks out that I'm going to compete again. Today I have felt:

optimistic

thin

strong

disappointed

tired

doubtful

sad

calm

fat

determined annnnnnnnd

anticipatory? is that a word

I hope people understand why I am doing this. I hope Its not too hard to say no to all the fun things I will have to say no to. I hope those who encourage me keep encouraging me and I hope that in the end I'm so glad that I did this again. I think I will be.

"She believed she could so she did"